Yeah, I creamed my pants too

So I am totally in love...but it sucks that I have to beat her in a rap contest<33

Black, White, and Read all over.

Where were you when we were burning bridges,
We must have set over 86 fires,
All ablaze and all so wild.
We went to you house only to find,
something to make us all smile,
The whole fucking trail to you house in flames.
Where were you all the while;
Where were you when we were all getting drunk,
Then passing out in the oceans of flames.
You were planning your own demise.
Like a Fireside Chat,
talking to us like we were children,
like a 5 year old asking "where do babies come from".
We didn't know the answer,
but we know now.
And there isn't a bird,
and there isn't a truth in anything you could tell us.
Just like a half-lit cigarette on the sidewalk,
Doesn't resemble a wild fire in a pine forest.
We stood strong when we severed the ties,
We stood strong when we burned those bridges.
"Where were you back then?" I thought to myself
All the while, planning your own demise.
I took the time to write you this story,
It could have been worse, I suppose.
I tried to carefully plot everything I said,
All the while, planning your own demise...

[	mood	|	It's all just a bad dream now	]
[	music	|	Aiden - Knife Blood Nightmare	]

She said "you'll be waking up alone".
Something I couldn't comprehend.
"Dont tell me something I dont wanna know"
I thought, with an noose in my hand".
"If anyone should wake up alone,
It should be you,
And If I could climb up to your throne(your highness),
I would break your heart in two"
I cant believe she could say these things to me,
What did I ever do, to make her so blind to see,
That I was the one willing to go,
And leave her facing a wall with a name scratched on it,
a lasting impression of someone she will forever, but never forget.


I got in one of those moods were I wanted to write something, I know it isnt much, but I like it, and thats why I write.
So tomorrow's a half day, and me and lots of people are going out to lunch, bitchin' huh?
Well...word to Sara and Heather's new found friendship!

_bobby<333

I can't tell whether I kind of like someone, or if I am just not content with being single anymore. It's really confusing. I really want to get to know this one girl...I've read a lot about her on here and MySpace, and I've seen her around school, but I dont know that's going on.

"A Perfect Sonnet"

Lately I've been wishing I had one desire
Something that would make me never want another
Something that would make it so that nothing mattered
All would be clear then
But I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments
And watch it all dissolve into a single second
And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
or one foolish line
'Cause that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept
You are here then you're gone
But I believe that lovers should be tied together and
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
and left there to drown
Left there to drown in their innocence
But as for me I'm coming to the final chapter
I read all of the pages and there is still no answer
Only all that was before I know must soon come after
That is the only way it can be
So I stand in the sun
And I breathe with my lungs
Trying to spare me the weight of the truth
Saying everything you've ever seen was just a mirror
And you've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
And now you are laying in a bathtub full of freezing water
Wishing you were a ghost
But once you knew a girl and you named her Lover
And danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
But autumn came, She disappeared
You can't remember where she said she was going to
But you know that she's gone 'cause she left you a song
That you don't want to sing
We're singing I believe that lovers should be chained together
And thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
And left there to burn
Left there to burn in their arrogance
But as for me I'm coming to my final failure
I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
But I ended up becoming something other than what I had planned to be
Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
And layed entwined together on a bed of clover
And left there to sleep
Left there to dream of their happiness